Buck`s Blog

walking by faith

2010-08-02T22:11:00.000-07:00

All the things I've been threw in my life I have to admit that the hardest thing I've ever had to do was walking in faith trusting god with everything I mean even when he's always been there for me done a lot more than anybody in my life Its still hard to give everything to him and let him lead the way as much as I want to do that,that is something I struggle with everyday he's gotten me threw a lot of hard times but sometimes feels like he's not there and the truth is,is that he is always there for me even when I don't hear him see him or feel his presents I've been going threw a lot lately and I really need his guidance to under stand my purpose in this world I know I've been struggling in my faith the last couple years and trying to do thing on my own with out considering what his plans are for me I know he's still there looking out for me and for that I would like to say sorry father for all the evil and deceitful and pride full things I've done and I pray that you forgive me and that you allow me to forgive myself and not live in the past but look to the future and the things you have in store for me lord I want to live with you and for you I want every thing I do to bring glory to your name and not to me and for you top give me courage and strength and hope faith to follow you and to trust that you know what's right for me and for me to just live in that for the rest of my life here on earth amen

Lords Prayer

2010-07-10T10:08:00.000-07:00

this is my prayer Psalms 141

2010-07-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

¹ LORD, I cry out to You;
Make haste to me!
Give ear to my voice when I cry out to You.
² Let my prayer be set before You as incense,
The lifting up of my hands as the evening sacrifice.

³ Set a guard, O LORD, over my mouth;
Keep watch over the door of my lips.
⁴ Do not incline my heart to any evil thing,
To practice wicked works
With men who work iniquity;
And do not let me eat of their delicacies.

⁵ Let the righteous strike me;
It shall be a kindness.
And let him rebuke me;
It shall be as excellent oil;
Let my head not refuse it.

For still my prayer is against the deeds of the wicked.
⁶ Their judges are overthrown by the sides of the cliff,
And they hear my words, for they are sweet.
⁷ Our bones are scattered at the mouth of the grave,
As when one plows and breaks up the earth.

⁸ But my eyes are upon You, O GOD the Lord;
In You I take refuge;
Do not leave my soul destitute.
⁹ Keep me from the snares they have laid for me,
And from the traps of the workers of iniquity.
¹⁰ Let the wicked fall into their own nets,
While I escape safely.

new year

2010-01-24T20:02:00.000-08:00

with the new years comes new problems i have a lot of thing going on in my life right now that just test my faith i everything but i'm making it threw so far but its not buy anymeans easy

today

2009-11-05T20:04:00.001-08:00

today was a good day i worked i did some painting and so cleaning a short day but good i need work to do tomorrow ill figure it out ill probably do some laundry or folding or just something fun halla peace

I'M CHILLIN

2009-10-03T23:20:00.000-07:00

why ?

2009-01-19T18:07:00.000-08:00

why dose it seem like every thing i try to do fails i mean i keep trying and trying but get the same results no matter how hard i try i still get no where and end up worse off then i did before i tried so now iam getting to the point where i no longer want to try for anything i mean really with my trake record ill mess up everything i ever try to do right but i'm pretty sure no one really cares about this so ill just contineu to talk to myself since no one reads my blogs anyway so yeah i give up iam moving back home to my moms in march or maybe sooner hopefully sooner cause i really need to get away from life for a while and just do nothing cause thats what iam good at is doing nothing so i guess thats what ill do the one thing iam good at is doing nothing so ill do that goodbye people

Life update

2009-01-16T10:53:00.000-08:00

so for those of you that know i'm no longer attending the art institute of california sacramento and my plan now is to move down to Long Beach and start over down there figure out some stuff you know maybe work or something who know take some classes a cslb dont know yet but if you care to know just comment and i will get back to you

Life

2008-12-13T15:33:00.000-08:00

so for all those people out there that care to know how i'm doing right now well to be honest i' m really not doing well i am having a really hard time trusting what iam supposed to do i really want to go to school cause iam liking it right now but i feel like its all crumbling around me cause i dont have a place to live or a job so its getting to a point were i dont know what to do so my only choice is to drop out of school again like i did in high school and go work for a while and try and start all over again but see that would mean i have to go to my moms house i Louisiana and to be honest i dont want to do that i would like to do thing on my own but as it stands now its really hard to do that when it fells like no one is giving you a chance so i guess with all the faith in the world i dont feel like anything is happing for me i have a week left t olive where iam living and then another week some where else and then i dont have any idea where iam living after that so if you feel lead pray for me that i would do what god want s me to do

update

2008-11-15T08:37:00.000-08:00

here is an up date on my life for those people that do not know whats going on with my well to start i am no longer working at calvin crest i am now a student of the art institute of california sacramento which i am loving by the way so here is the first up date look forward to more this is just the begening of my new life ill try and post and keep you updated as much as my time allows peace and love buck

Just Maybe

2007-05-07T07:24:00.000-07:00

Just Maybe..Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that

gift.

Maybe...when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.

Maybe...it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Maybe...the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Maybe...you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of and want to do.

Maybe...there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.Maybe...the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

Maybe...you should always try to put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that something could hurt you, it probably will hurt the other person, too.

Maybe...you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.

Maybe...giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe...you shouldn't go for looks; they can recede; Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Maybe...you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.