Monday, August 2, 2010

walking by faith

All the things I've been threw in my life I have to admit that the hardest thing I've ever had to do was walking in faith trusting god with everything I mean even when he's always been there for me done a lot more than anybody in my life Its still hard to give everything to him and let him lead the way as much as I want to do that,that is something I struggle with everyday he's gotten me threw a lot of hard times but sometimes feels like he's not there and the truth is,is that he is always there for me even when I don't hear him see him or feel his presents I've been going threw a lot lately and I really need his guidance to under stand my purpose in this world I know I've been struggling in my faith the last couple years and trying to do thing on my own with out considering what his plans are for me I know he's still there looking out for me and for that I would like to say sorry father for all the evil and deceitful and pride full things I've done and I pray that you forgive me and that you allow me to forgive myself and not live in the past but look to the future and the things you have in store for me lord I want to live with you and for you I want every thing I do to bring glory to your name and not to me and for you top give me courage and strength and hope faith to follow you and to trust that you know what's right for me and for me to just live in that for the rest of my life here on earth amen

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

this is my prayer Psalms 141

1 LORD, I cry out to You;
Make haste to me!
Give ear to my voice when I cry out to You.
2 Let my prayer be set before You as incense,
The lifting up of my hands as the evening sacrifice.

3 Set a guard, O LORD, over my mouth;
Keep watch over the door of my lips.
4 Do not incline my heart to any evil thing,
To practice wicked works
With men who work iniquity;
And do not let me eat of their delicacies.

5 Let the righteous strike me;
It shall be a kindness.
And let him rebuke me;
It shall be as excellent oil;
Let my head not refuse it.

For still my prayer is against the deeds of the wicked.
6 Their judges are overthrown by the sides of the cliff,
And they hear my words, for they are sweet.
7 Our bones are scattered at the mouth of the grave,
As when one plows and breaks up the earth.

8 But my eyes are upon You, O GOD the Lord;
In You I take refuge;
Do not leave my soul destitute.
9 Keep me from the snares they have laid for me,
And from the traps of the workers of iniquity.
10 Let the wicked fall into their own nets,
While I escape safely.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

new year

with the new years comes new problems i have a lot of thing going on in my life right now that just test my faith i everything but i'm making it threw so far but its not buy anymeans easy

Thursday, November 5, 2009


today was a good day i worked i did some painting and so cleaning a short day but good i need work to do tomorrow ill figure it out ill probably do some laundry or folding or just something fun halla peace

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Monday, January 19, 2009

why ?

why dose it seem like every thing i try to do fails i mean i keep trying and trying but get the same results no matter how hard i try i still get no where and end up worse off then i did before i tried so now iam getting to the point where i no longer want to try for anything i mean really with my trake record ill mess up everything i ever try to do right but i'm pretty sure no one really cares about this so ill just contineu to talk to myself since no one reads my blogs anyway so yeah i give up iam moving back home to my moms in march or maybe sooner hopefully sooner cause i really need to get away from life for a while and just do nothing cause thats what iam good at is doing nothing so i guess thats what ill do the one thing iam good at is doing nothing so ill do that goodbye people