today

today was a good day i worked i did some painting and so cleaning a short day but good i need work to do tomorrow ill figure it out ill probably do some laundry or folding or just something fun halla peace

I'M CHILLIN

why ?

why dose it seem like every thing i try to do fails i mean i keep trying and trying but get the same results no matter how hard i try i still get no where and end up worse off then i did before i tried so now iam getting to the point where i no longer want to try for anything i mean really with my trake record ill mess up everything i ever try to do right but i'm pretty sure no one really cares about this so ill just contineu to talk to myself since no one reads my blogs anyway so yeah i give up iam moving back home to my moms in march or maybe sooner hopefully sooner cause i really need to get away from life for a while and just do nothing cause thats what iam good at is doing nothing so i guess thats what ill do the one thing iam good at is doing nothing so ill do that goodbye people

Life update

so for those of you that know i'm no longer attending the art institute of california sacramento and my plan now is to move down to Long Beach and start over down there figure out some stuff you know maybe work or something who know take some classes a cslb dont know yet but if you care to know just comment and i will get back to you

Life

so for all those people out there that care to know how i'm doing right now well to be honest i' m really not doing well i am having a really hard time trusting what iam supposed to do i really want to go to school cause iam liking it right now but i feel like its all crumbling around me cause i dont have a place to live or a job so its getting to a point were i dont know what to do so my only choice is to drop out of school again like i did in high school and go work for a while and try and start all over again but see that would mean i have to go to my moms house i Louisiana and to be honest i dont want to do that i would like to do thing on my own but as it stands now its really hard to do that when it fells like no one is giving you a chance so i guess with all the faith in the world i dont feel like anything is happing for me i have a week left t olive where iam living and then another week some where else and then i dont have any idea where iam living after that so if you feel lead pray for me that i would do what god want s me to do

update

here is an up date on my life for those people that do not know whats going on with my well to start i am no longer working at calvin crest i am now a student of the art institute of california sacramento which i am loving by the way so here is the first up date look forward to more this is just the begening of my new life ill try and post and keep you updated as much as my time allows peace and love buck

Just Maybe

Just Maybe..Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that

gift.

Maybe...when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.

Maybe...it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Maybe...the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Maybe...you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of and want to do.

Maybe...there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.Maybe...the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

Maybe...you should always try to put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that something could hurt you, it probably will hurt the other person, too.

Maybe...you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.

Maybe...giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe...you shouldn't go for looks; they can recede; Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Maybe...you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.