new year

with the new years comes new problems i have a lot of thing going on in my life right now that just test my faith i everything but i'm making it threw so far but its not buy anymeans easy

today

today was a good day i worked i did some painting and so cleaning a short day but good i need work to do tomorrow ill figure it out ill probably do some laundry or folding or just something fun halla peace

I'M CHILLIN

why ?

why dose it seem like every thing i try to do fails i mean i keep trying and trying but get the same results no matter how hard i try i still get no where and end up worse off then i did before i tried so now iam getting to the point where i no longer want to try for anything i mean really with my trake record ill mess up everything i ever try to do right but i'm pretty sure no one really cares about this so ill just contineu to talk to myself since no one reads my blogs anyway so yeah i give up iam moving back home to my moms in march or maybe sooner hopefully sooner cause i really need to get away from life for a while and just do nothing cause thats what iam good at is doing nothing so i guess thats what ill do the one thing iam good at is doing nothing so ill do that goodbye people

Life update

so for those of you that know i'm no longer attending the art institute of california sacramento and my plan now is to move down to Long Beach and start over down there figure out some stuff you know maybe work or something who know take some classes a cslb dont know yet but if you care to know just comment and i will get back to you

Life

so for all those people out there that care to know how i'm doing right now well to be honest i' m really not doing well i am having a really hard time trusting what iam supposed to do i really want to go to school cause iam liking it right now but i feel like its all crumbling around me cause i dont have a place to live or a job so its getting to a point were i dont know what to do so my only choice is to drop out of school again like i did in high school and go work for a while and try and start all over again but see that would mean i have to go to my moms house i Louisiana and to be honest i dont want to do that i would like to do thing on my own but as it stands now its really hard to do that when it fells like no one is giving you a chance so i guess with all the faith in the world i dont feel like anything is happing for me i have a week left t olive where iam living and then another week some where else and then i dont have any idea where iam living after that so if you feel lead pray for me that i would do what god want s me to do

update

here is an up date on my life for those people that do not know whats going on with my well to start i am no longer working at calvin crest i am now a student of the art institute of california sacramento which i am loving by the way so here is the first up date look forward to more this is just the begening of my new life ill try and post and keep you updated as much as my time allows peace and love buck